i swear im damned. my entire life is SO DAMNED. URGH why can't i STUDY!? why must i be so distracted to the point that yaoi manga weighted SOOOOOOOOO MUCH MORE then my studies? SOMEONE PLEASE.... stop me..... PLEASE!

urghhhhh i swear i'm having some problems with my foot and i dont know what. it just hurts. SO BADLY SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BADLY~!! ok i think im gonna get killed by my teachers. WHY CANT I TAKE SATs?~! DAMN!

HAHAHHAA I FOUND OUT UNKNOWN PEOPLE ARE TAGGING ME ON BLOGS BUT I DONT MIND!!!! LOVE THEM ♥♥♥♥♥ TO PEOPLE WHO TAGGED ME AT MY TAGBOARD : I LOVE YOU GUYS~~~~!!!!!! even though you might be just coming here to leave ur name or something and i may look like some idiot who thought u guys really seen my post but i still love you guys ^-^ ITS KINDA A BAD BLOG SINCE I'VE BEEN SAYING BAD THINGS......... BUT ANYWAY , I'VE BEEN STRESSSSSSED LATELY. WITH ALL THE NATIONAL EXams and my art work has been reeeeaaaaalllly screwed. im seriously scared that i'll get retained. i swear i'll die it that happens..... and HERE I AM OBSESSING WITH MY YAOI. OMG ALETHEA YOU HAVE GOT TO LEARN!~!!!!! SHIIIIT -SLAPPING MYSELF- WAKE UP YOU PIECE OF CRAP. STUDY NOOOOOOOOOOOOW...........
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh but now all i have in my head is yaooi more yaoi and even more.... :( OMG NO ARGH.... DO NOT get seriously addicted to something >.> or else i SWEAR YOU WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO LEAVE IT ALONE!!!! FOR MORE THEN A DAY.......!!!!! sigh

okae i didnt study but arent u a TEACHER? WHY ARE U NOT TEACHING ME BUT SCOLDING AND LECTURING ME ABOUT ME NOT REVISING AND BLAH BLAH BLAH?! I KNOW THAT IM NOT STUDYING ENUFF OKAE! I HEARD IT TOO MANY TIMES ALR! SO AS A TEACHER CANT U AT LEAST HELP ME WITH MY STUDIES?! ITS NOT AS IF URE MY MUM RIGHT I GOT NTH TO SAY IF ITS MY MUM CAUSE SHE DUNO MY SCIENCE BUT U ARE A FUCKING BLOODY TEACHER!!!!! U FUCKING TEACH A STUDENT WHEN SHE FUCKING DUNO THE ANSWER!!!! AND WHO THE FUCK REMEMBERS FUCKING LESSONS FROM FUCKING START OF LAST YEAR STILL DARE SAY I NV PAY ATTENTION IN HER CLASS...... LEMMI FUCKING ASK U , U REMEMBER WHAT THE FUCK YOU EAT DURING LAST YEAR START ISIT?!!!! CHEBAI NAHBEH i mean ITS NOT LIKE I PURPOSELY DUNO RIGHT?! I TRIED TO GIVE U AN ANSWER EVEN THOUGH I DUNO WHAT URE TALKING ABOUT INSTEAD OF SITTING THERE KEEPING QUIET RIGHT AND U SAID MY ANSWERS ARE NONSENSE AND U SCOLDED ME FOR HAVING A BLANK FACE AND JUST LEAVE ME THERE GUESSING ANSWERS WADDEHELL?! OK ITS MY FAULT THAT I DIDNT STUDY BUT CANT U JUST EXPLAIN IT TO ME OR GUIDE ME TO THE ANSWER INSTEAD OF LASHING UR UNHAPPINESS AT ME AFTER A FEW QUESTIONS?! YOU ARE A TEACHER U TEACH WHEN STUDENTS DONT KNOW YOU DONT SCOLD THEM FOR NOT KNOWING IT. who says teachers wont scold if u duno the answer. heres a perfect example. THANKS ALOT FOR MAKING MY DAY AWESOME. THANKS FOR MAKING MY WEEK AWESOME. THANKS FOR FUCKING MAKING MY NEW YEAR AWESOMENESS FROM THE START OF THE YEAR. CHEEBAINAHBEI. SCREW UR TEACHING SKILLS SCREW THIS SCHOOL , SCREW UR ATTITUDE. SCREW U AS A WHOLE PERSON. _l_

hmm... i just came back from my mum's friend's house not too long ago..... ok so i drank one cup of coffee which i have no idea whats the name but it looks really expensive and everything cause the box look damn high class and in one box theres like all kinds of different flavours aiya whatever larhhs anyway i was saying it looks realllllly expensive and everything LOL ok... so i bring my laptop (luckily cause if i didnt i will be confirm plus guarantee chop bored to death one even auntie A thinks that when shes like sitting with me and she was like
" is anyone at home now? "
and i was like " my father .... why "
" well cause you looked really bored so i could drive you home "
but sorry i was a really shy person so im not really comfortable and evrything but i reeeeeaaaaaaaaaally wish i could follow her.... but well shes sick and i dun wan to bother her BUT omg~~~ at that time is like go or not go.... then i was like go........ noooo not go.... nooooo!!! this kind of feeling but anways i was bored and the thing is ........ i brought my laptop yes but you see , i cant read yaoi mangas!!!!!!! :( sighhhhhhh and then i spend my time there audacity-ing sighhhh auntie L and auntie J saw me and well i dun know how to explain wad am i doing but if i say i was editing it'll seem really pro but im not im only cutting and pasting sounds...... which finally i thought the exact answer for their question but its 2 seconds ago that i thought of this.... -.- ok anwy , im going end here..... xoxo

I SERIOUSLY NEED A CURE...... PEOPLE WARN NOT TO BE ADDICTED TO SMOKING , GAMBLING , BLAHHH BLAHHH BLAHHH BLEHHHH BLAGHHHH THEY DIDNT WARN NOT TO BE ADDICTED TO YAOI!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shiet now im totally addicted to it. and it causes me to go crazy............ GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH BLUGHHHH BLAGHHHHHH GRAGGGGGHHHH IF I DIDNT HAVE AT LEAST 5 YAOI MANGAS A DAY I WILL DESTROY YOU OMFG GRAGGHHHHHHHHH HELP ME............. I'M STILL MYSELF NOW BUT IF SCHOOL STARTS THE WHOLE ISLAND WILL BE DESTROYED MY MEEEEEEEEE WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA TAAAAATSSSSUUUUKKEEEEETEEEEEE!!!!! this is bullshit ok nvm i'm just bored..... BACK TO YAOI READING BWAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH

hayyyyyyyeeeees!!!!! hmmm... i know nowadays people dun go blog anymore and i've been spammin my status everyday with my spazzes LOL anyway i can tell you i lead a real boring life now.... everyday i would talk to saifon nee chan at the same time read manga and after that nothing alr......... i still hear kpop and everything but i dont chase their news already and watch their variety programs no i dont do that anymore anyway i dont even know what ukiss is doing now and i dun even know if theyre shooting any shows anot but i know my baby maknae laogong is shooting a movie :D cant wait > ////// < and now lets move on..... see if this is typed by me or i find this in the net okaeeeees? hehehhehe > <>I've been attached to this anime guy recently and i think its a serious problem now. Even though i liked tons of guys in anime before but this is the first time this happened to me. i mean okae , i downloaded a part of the episode of kaichou wa maid sama and when Uxmishi concert starts , i unconsciously would hold my breath , my heartbeat would increase and it feels weird in my heart apparently it is as if somebody transparent is inside of my body clenching my heart as tightly as he/she could but its at the same time leaving a very sweet sensation. I have no idea why i felt like this and seriously it is only during the concert scene that I'll have this type of feelings...... i felt like my entire heart is jumping out from my mouth and that my voice can't be voiced. Am i in love with an anime guy? cause this will mean doom for me. total doom hell . liking a idol is bad enough but liking an anime guy is worse i tell ya. for idols people would say that ure leaving in a different world or whatever and that youre in a fantasy or that they didnt even know you.... but liking an anime character is much much worse..... theyre not even a real thing!!!!!!!!! god my heart hurts so much now and the worse thing is that kuuga likes this person called sakura in the anime , he says that she is the only one who take him as himself and not uxmishi vocalist but noooooooooo kuuga i did not ever take you as uxmishi vocalist! AND I DIDNT FELT BOTHERED THAT YOU LIKE SAKURA ALOT. NO IT DOESNT BOTHER ME AT ALL..... AND MY HEART IS NOT HURTING WHEN IM TYPING THIS. NOT AT ALL. NO I'M NOT FEELING HEARTBROKEN AT ALL....... but even though i felt that way theres nothing i can do cause hes just a 2d character and best is that even vocaloid kaito sang before a song which i cant get it out of my head bcuz this song has totally stabbed me through...... what should i do? falling in love with a 2d character is the worse thing that could happen in my life right now and believe me theres no one that could help me cause guys leaving in the same world as i am now , is really........ so i couldnt fall in love with any of them........... maybe is becuz the fact that guys around me are like that , thats why im in love with kuuga..... is this going to continue forever? is there any cure for me? i hope so becuz i cant stand it now. Kuuga is really my type and my ideal and basically totally my perfect guy.